Approval
Bout of insomnia last night. Pulled a book off the shelf that reminded me to avoid needing approval of others.
There is a person at work who I like and with whom I work well but who I sometimes thinks doesn't approve of me.
I'm letting this go as much as I can even though we need to work quite closely together. I try to dismiss the thought with cheats like trying to find fault with her or consider her in some way ignorant of the ways of the world.
I am who I am and am pretty okay whether she knows it or not. Any suggestions for strengthening my resolve in this area?
Incidentally, she might NOT disapprove. I may just want her to love me too much.
Labels: career, meditation, teaching
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