Loss

I came home tonight from a successful back to school night feeling pretty good and then got a message on my answering machine that my grandfather died today.

I don't know what to say or do about this yet. I hadn't seen him since my wedding 5 years ago but had recently tried to call more often. I'm not going to the shiva but am upset I can't go and support my father during it.

I don't know what to say or do yet. I think the only thing I can do right now is go to bed.